Samplers: Waiting for Neruda's Memoirs-3
peek into the sampler box...
Enjoy a little Friday fun with our Samplers—tasty book treats from .
Some samplers include gold foil surprises.
Today’s Sampler Treat: Waiting for Neruda’s Memoirs—Chapter 3
She reached into the yawning mailbox and felt around deep inside. Nothing. Where could it be? She had been waiting for Neruda’s Memoirs for two weeks. Usually, Amazon only took three days to get her order to her. She needed that book.
Poetry was the only thing that stopped the voices.
And not just any poetry. It had to be Maureen’s. Her doctor called it obsessive-compulsive traits. Once she set her mind on something, nothing else would do. Last year it was Emily Dickinson. Steven had told her to take a class. Do something with your life, he had said. It was just on a whim that she signed up for the American Lit class at the campus downtown. Just to make him happy. She’d always loved poetry, but never felt it was practical. There weren’t very many literature courses in the business track she took as a young co-ed. And later, when she was working on her MBA, there wasn’t time for things like that. She’d worked a full-time administrative job and taken business classes in the evening. It was what was necessary to get Steven through medical school. The plan was, she would run his office when he started his OB/GYN practice. That’s what she did too. For ten years. But…Steven had said find something you love, for Pete’s sake.
It was after they decided to stop with the in vitro—after she had descended as deep as she’d ever been in the blackness. Poetry was the only thing that made sense. And Dickinson?
Tell all the Truth but tell it slant—
Success in Cirrcuit lies...
The first time she read it, she read her life. Tell it slant. Wasn’t this how it had always been for her?
Amy shivered and walked stiffly back inside, securing the door against the wind behind her.
Steven was afraid of the voices. For as long as she could remember, the voices had been her constant companion. But when she was younger, they weren’t quite so real…they weren’t quite so loud.
As she grew older, they became more powerful. Dr. Larinsky called them auditory hallucinations. But Amy wasn’t so sure. If they were, how could poetry make them go away? How could Emily Dickinson speak them into silence?
And now, it was Maureen Doallas. She had followed Maureen’s blog for over a year—gobbling up every bit of poetry the woman laid down. Her work was simply brilliant. It was smart and fluid and echoed with deep loss and the incomparable joy of transcending it. When Amy had heard there was a book coming out, she was ecstatic. That was when Dickinson had stopped working.
She needed that poetry book.
Suddenly, it occurred to her. She could get online and track the order.
Shedding her shoes in steps, she ran to the living room couch—her makeshift office. She pulled her laptop out from under the sofa and unfolded it into her lap.
“Come on, come on.”
The two-minute bootup never seemed so long. Finally! She pulled up her favorites and clicked on the Amazon link.
“There it is: Track your order.”
It took some clicking around but she finally found it.
“Delivered!”
How could that be? There was no way she could have missed it. She’d been holding vigil for days. Ever since that dreadful bank interview.
At the memory of her most recent failure, Amy was flooded with self-loathing. But before it could find a voice her eyes landed on the problem.
Delivered to: 108 Taylor Drive.
Why, that wasn’t her address! That was the house down the street. The big one, with the gate that closed and locked at night.
Well. Gate or no gate, she needed that book. Amy grabbed her puffy down coat, plunged her feet into the clogs she’d abandoned in the kitchen, and headed out into the wind and down the street.
~
to be continued…
Featured photo by makelessnoise, Creative Commons, via Flickr. Gold foil photo by Isabella Fischer, and Gold Ribbon photo by freestocks, Creative Commons, via Unsplash.